I used to be an extremely conservative, ignorant, judgemental, hateful Christian. (No, Christian doesn't automatically mean those things, but I was all of those things.) I soon discovered that I was gay, but I started to try to pray the gay away. When that didn't work, I took a good look at the God I thought I knew and realized that there was nothing to look at; he didn't exist. This blog will hold my thoughts on my former religion.